smile :)

 hey, hey. la tahzan. dont b sad. jangan sedey-sedey okay :)

verses of Quran is the best balm for the sore. have faith in Allah words.

heyy MD -ini untuk awak

heyya sis. urmm, honestly, ak penah rase d0wn xdapat oversea, but finally, blessing in disguise, am falling in love wif dis environment, dengan usrah everyday, tyme maghrib and isyak + tyme petang. benda tu sume buat ak rase finding myself balik. betullah,, ilmu kene cari, bukan datang sendiri.. and honestly, hepi  c0z dapat rase nikmat usrah uh. and yang conduct usrah pon yang amik medic!! heh, siyez, sume orang same tapi kehendak  masing2 yang buat yourself berharga.

dearestttt Nur Fatiha binti Abdul Aziz,

u know dat ur text really made me tiba-tiba rasa mata masuk pasir. and i became.... speechless. 

nah. ni memang post special dari lubuk hati paling dalam untuk ko, sahabat. 

memang terasaaaa sangat rindu dekat ko. rindu nak teengok kesungguhan ko belajar.tau tak aku kat sini stuck belaja sorang-sorang. bukak buku, then kelam tak paham, terus tutup!!!sebab ko takde kat sebelah nak ajarkan admath , physics segala bagai. u know what, i learnt loootssss of things daripada ko. seriusly, mane nak cari weh  kawan jiwa kental macam ko ni? and honestly, aku gumbira + hepi tak terkata with you. sebab? sebab kau hepi bahagia dekat sana. jom tiha, uphold Islam as our deen, embrace Islam and julung tinggi-tinggi. 

ingat ni?

 seriusss aku doa kau boleh jadi super duper hebad macam Dr Farhan ni. jadi dokter yang nampak kebesaran Allah from what  u hv go through. dann, please doakan aku jugak. boleh jadi pendidik yang bawak imej islam kat mana-mana pun.

dann sebenarnya, aku pun takut -.-  

sepanjang kajian yg aku buat, no one said IB tu senang. entah, kalau nak ikut, dapat MARA ni pun kira rezeki Allah nak bagi. coz He knows apa terbaik. memang rasa sayang- tak pergi uia , tak dapat belajar arab-sedihnya . tapi, aku fikir balik, belajar tu mana-mana pun boleh, asalkan ada usaha. dan kekadang aku mempersoalkan diri sniri, mampu ke nak bawak IB ni? wajib pass 6 tough subjects, dengan tambahan 3 benda wajib-TOK,EE,CAS. weehe. dulu-dulu belajar admath yang tak la berselirat manapun dah tunggang-langgang.menghadap fizik pun, punya la payah nak menghadam. then??

aku rasa nak tampar pipi. aku ni lari dari realiti.

kurang amalan- suka mencari alasan-tak yakin ke Allah itu ada?

sebab aku manusia biasa-sooo, i need u.

tak, aku bukan perlu kan ko nak suruh ko call, text evryday. but i need ur doa. pleasee okay. 

thank Allah, i found u.

*aku-kau/ko. ni kita dulu. memang hakikat kita begitu. one day, i hope. kita boleh ana-enti? heyy, thats sound soo suweet k.

*sayang kamu and this is better i guess? *UHIBBUKI FILLAH*. 

-will miszzz dis moment-

dis post is so random dan entah apa-apa. i admit it

self reflection2

assalamualaikum .

baru balik ziarah sahabat sekolah rendah yang kehilangan ayahnya semalam. it just... entah , rasa sayu sebab terbayang IF that happen to me. if??? mainan syaitan tu Nafisah! astaghfirullah.

entah.  seorang manusia biasa -tak pun memang otak ni suka membayang bende-bende negatif, memang tipu lah kalau cakap tak sedih untuk dia-memang tipu kalau persoalan macam mana kalau jadi dekat aku tu lansung  tak ada. tapi,, stop it. 

tiba-tiba semalam macam baru tersedar, kurangnya doa aku sebagai anak untuk mereka-parents.

dan terfikir balik, what I had done, what should I do untuk balas semua jasa mereka. secara logik, memang takkan termampu nak balas apa-apa. sebab anugerah ibu-ayah tu anugerah palinggggggg bernilai yang Allah dah berikan.dan diri sendiri takkan mampu nak jadi seistimewa Along and Angah yang yang hafiz hafizah-they could bring 10 closer relatives to jannah.and for sure, patrents are included. well, i really hope, I could be among the ten.

dearest sahabat, kuatlah untuk terus menceriakan hidupmu. Allah Maha tahu segalanya dan ayah itu pun memang milik Dia. ya, segalanya milik Dia, dan Dia maha berhak untuk ambil apa-apa yang diberi pinjam kepada kita bila-bila sahaja.

mati itu pasti. tiada toleransi.  and again, this line cross over my mind.

umi, abi - I LOVE YOU- 

IB-mudahkanlah Ya Allah

bukak balik  bebelan dolu-dolu   memang gelak-senyum sorang-sorang di buatnya. tambah-tambah bila baca post time bercelaru sebab tak tahu bakal sambung belajar kat mana.

ketawa, ketawa dan ketawa.(gelap mata hati nanti, bahaya!).

takpe, ketawa dalam hati jepp. mau tak nye, baca angan-angan nak jejak kaki ke tempat kanggaru. berangan nak naik flight jauh-jauh-hee. dan alhamdulillah, jalan itu semakin terbuka.

tapi kena struggle lah kan, bagi lepas pointer nak fly. kalau tak, alamat tinggal angan-angan(god forbid!).

IB- my bad sebab tak tahu nak pronounce macam mana. and big thanks to my mentor sebab tolong ajarkan-ahha- its BARE KE LOR REIT- terbelit simpul lidah melayuku.

seriau dibuatnya bila bukak blogII mereka yang pernah/sedang buat IB. semua cakap IB susah, lebih tough dari A-Level, hectic, pack, bla, bla, bla. tapikan, sampai kapan kamu harus cuak tidak menentu walau belum pernah melalui fasa itu?????????

ni ha. amalkan.

اللَّهُمَّ لا سَهْلَ إِلاَّ ما جَعَلْتَهُ سَهْلاً، وأنْتَ تَجْعَلُ الحَزْنَ إذَا شِئْتَ سَهْلاً

Allahumma la sahla illa ma ja-`altahu sahla wa anta taj`alu al hazana etha shi’ta sahla.

O Allah! Nothing is easy except what You have made easy. If You wish, You can make the difficult easy.

lil guidelines for SPM leavers+MARA iv

oookeyyy. dah lama actually berhajat nak buat post pasal ni. saja nak berkongsi. mungkin siapa2 yang baca post ni sekarang akan rasa useless gila, takde kaitan atau sebagainya. but hopefully, post ni membantu for the becoming juniors.

bagi SPM leavers, mesti ramai yang sibuk mencari scholars kan. siapa tak nak orang tanggung hal study kita. at least , tak payah susahkan mak ayah . so, korang kene lah sentiasa up-to-date dengan info-info terkini pasal scholar ni. ask friends, share-share lah link kat fb. confirm banyak. tapiiikannn, kene ingat jugak la, jangan main hentam apply je, check dulu course yang ditawarkan plus ape prosedurnya. ade certain scholar yang rumit. kene buat resume segala bagai. resume tuh apekebendenye? haiyaa. google lah kalau nak tahu jawapannya.  tapi ada jugak yang senang, juz isi online je.

yes. i was the one yang senantiasa mengikuti perkembangan pasal scholar. but, mostly didn't  suite me. am not prefer to medic(ngeh3, blaja trombosis pun pengsan) , apatah lagi engin yang biasanya didominasi oleh kaum Adam. accounting? tak pernah terpikir nak menceburi bidang tuh. makanya, kau nak ambik course apa nih? jawabnya, apa2 lah selain yang tertera tu.

okeh. sekarang nak bagi sedikit guidelines for those yang interested nak apply MARA's loan. (sebab ni je yang saya apply)..yes, its loan, not scholarship, tapi kira untung jugak lah kalau dapat.

* rajin-rajinkan diri untuk usha portal rasmi  MARA . tengok lah tarikh permohonan dibuka. ingat tarikh betul-betul. pleeease avoid applying it at last minute. bukan nye nak apply tu senang kacang lenggang. macam-macam nak kena buat.

* MARA offer banyak course. medic, dentistry, syariah, psikologi, engin, accoun , etc. tapi tak semua yang kita minat , kita boleh terus apply. kena tengok betul2 syarat minimum yang dia bagi. contohnya, nak apply medic, dentistry, kalau tak stret A(at least A-) memang kira sori la. and i was the one yang tak stret A, so tak layak la nak apply those critical subjects (takpe, memang tak nak pun). * and Arab , PQS, PSI, tak termasuk, means sapa2 yang amik 11 subjek, 3 subjek ni tak A-, kira boleh la.

* saya apply TINDIKAN KIMIA. whoa. tindikan. apekahhh? saya gunakan khidmat cik google and guess what i found? memang gelak sakan on the spot. jumpa dekat forum column, lebih kurang camni la situasinya.

si A : i  wanna apply MARA and there are course TINDIKAN KIMIA, TINDIKAN FIZIK, etc. what  does tindikan mean actually?
si B : eh, tak pernah dengar pun course tindikan. pelikkkk !
si C : tindikan? tindik telinga aku tahu laaa.

and thanks to you YAYA  coz rajin telefon pihak mara bertanyakan apekebendenye tindikan tu. and the answer is , tindikan tu untuk jadi tenaga pengajar. kira cikgu MRSM la..

* well, benda biasa. of course semua sijil koko, sijil spm, berhenti segala bagai  tu perlu. makanya, make sure all the vital documents dah ada salinan and disahkan.

*buat essay. ini part yang agak payah bagi orang tak terror English macam saya. sampai perlu stay up. ni my essay. to be honest, not 100% originally from my neuron, tapi hasil gabungan daripada pelbagai sumber .ahhah. tapi tak copy lah. juz ambil contoh and inspiration. sebab kebanyakan contoh untuk budak apply medic. medic dan pendidik jauh beza kan.

ME, MY EDUCATION AND CAREER PLANNING

I am Saidah Nafisah binti Zulkupli, the proud third daughter of Encik Zulkupli bin Mohd Zahari and Puan Noor Hayahti binti Harun.  I was born in Hospital Besar Ipoh on 23 February 1994. Right now, I am already 18 and stay with my beloved family in Felda Lasah, Sungai Siput (U), Perak. Both of my parents are teachers in secondary schools. My father is a counselor at Methodist School Sungai Siput while my mother is a  Mathematics’ teacher at SMK Datuk Haji Abdul Wahab.

    During the year 2006, I sat for UPSR examination and scored 5A’s. Praise be to Allah, with the flying colours result, I was accepted to pursue my secondary study at SMK Agama Slim River. I  love the hostel life, environment in my ex-school and praise be to Allah, I got distinction result ,9A’s in my PMR examination in year 2009.

   5 years studying in SMK Agama Slim River really gave me real challenges to become a versatile student. I was selected to hold the responsibility as a Prefect since I was in Form Two.  This exposed to me strong leadership skill and truly gave me possibility to polish my abilities and potential to be the professional one.  In July 2010, I was chosen as the Head’s Prefect Assistant for 2010/2011 session. In the same time, I also hold the position as the treasurer of Archery’s Club for 2010/ 2011 , Secretary of Science and Mathematics’ Club in 2010 and Vice President of Rukun Negara Club in 2011. Although I was busy and  getting active in those activities, yet I still able to manage my time efficiently. I always ensure that I was in  the top ten ranking for every examination because I knew I had big responsibility to show good example to all students.

   Why I really insist to my pursue my  study in Education because it is my ambition since I was in primary school. For me, teacher is one of the noble , rewarding and exciting career. I love to see  kids development . It is a miracle and I said this based on my experience when observing the children , my friends and myself too. From know nothing, to know lots of things. Honestly, I love the learning process and I love to contribute myself to help people to learn  a new thing. My experience as a temporary teacher after the SPM examination had strengthen my desire to  be a great teacher.

   Moreover, I believe with Adam Henry in his book that “ a teacher affects eternity; he can never tell, where his influence stops’’. I am absolutely sure, being in this profession, I would be able to get an opportunity to develop as a better person. As a teacher, surely I always target the best for my students, therefore I ,myself should prepare well and always keep myself updated with current issues. I also understand that as a teacher , I am someone who my students look up to and derive inspiration from. Realizing this will make me a more responsible and sensitive human being.

   I have my own reason why I specific my chosen to Chemistry . I have great passion towards Chemistry since I was in form 4. I always been the one who scored the highest marks in every test or quiz. In addition, teachers and friends put trust on me to be the leader for group discussion. In my opinion, Chemistry is not just a subject which  is very interesting , but it cover more than it as it connect with Physics and other natural sciences.

   I would really hope to get the golden opportunity to further my study doing International Baccalaureate in Mara College Seremban so that my ambition to be a great teacher one day would be a reality. I want to dig knowledge, experiences and all the benefits there so that I could be the outstanding person. Pursuing my studies to overseas is my dream and I wish it become true by applying this application.

  This is all about me, my education and career planning. I want to make a big charity to my country, want to contribute myself to the shaping of future generations. I definitely sure, by involving in this profession, I have a bright future and will get the chance to nurture young minds and make difference to the society.  

  

*ignore the grammatical error pleaaasee.

see. pendek je essay ni. malas pun nak buat berjela , tapi alhamdulillah, dapat panggilan untuk interview. tapi, tapi, it was not for Chemistry, it's PHYSICS!(terbayang dulu kala yang asyik mengantuk time Physics,haissh)  and the IV went smoothly- ha.ha. tipu. speaking berterabur, tapi seriously i like my group. semua jenis tolerate, and the interviewees jugak, coolio je. bukan jenis psycho-cakap direct-emo.dan, yang paling menggembirakan, 

SLIP PENDAFTARAN PROGRAM IJAZAH LUAR NEGARA
	TAHNIAH!! PERMOHONAN ANDA BERJAYA
	Nama Nama	:	SAIDAH NAFISAH BINTI ZULKUPLI
	No. Kad Pengenalan	:
	Program	:	TINDIKAN FIZIK
	Institusi	:	KOLEJ MARA SEREMBAN (KMS)
	Tarikh Daftar	:	4 JULAI 2012 (RABU)
	Masa Daftar	:	8.30 AM
	Tempat	:	KOLEJ MARA SEREMBAN
		:	JALAN AMINUDDIN BAKI
		:	70100 SEREMBAN
		:	NEGERI SEMBILAN
:: ARAHAN KEPADA CALON ::
1. SILA CETAK DAN BAWA SLIP PENDAFTARAN INI PADA HARI PENDAFTARAN 2. SILA CETAK SURAT TAWARAN PENUH & LAIN - LAIN DOKUMEN DI http://eduloan.mara.gov.my. SILA GUNAKAN NO.KAD PENGENALAN ANDA SEBAGAI LOGIN ID DAN KATA LALUAN 3. SILA LAYARI LAMAN WEB INSTITUSI ANDA UNTUK MAKLUMAT LANJUT PENDAFTARAN

alhamdulillah. thanks Allah 4 gimme the chance. i applied tindikan kima, but i got tindikan fizik. its okay. i'll strive. heyya KMS, i'll b there, in shaa Allah. wait for me okay :)


tapi ade lah rasa  pilu dan rindu kat kawan-kawan especially bila tersangkut buat revision.haiyee

uia tak menjadi-

selamat kembali. setelah sekian lama menyepi.

saat ini, bebudak uia mungkin baru lepas , atau still tengah menghadapi exam yang akan tentukan berapa lama tempoh diorang bertapa dekat sana. ahha. dekat offer letter uia, memang tersergam gah je, GATEWAY TO GARDEN OF KNOWLEDGE AND VIRTUE. dan nak dijadikan cerita, hamba tak da rezeki menjejak kaki ke sana, walhal preparation dah 97.8999 percent siap. tinggal nak pegi je. memang kira untung lah uia , duit yuran RM 550 tu burn macam tuuu je. but then, it was me who made the decision, dan yang paling penting, it was Allah's best plan untuk hambaNYA yang keliru haru biru nak sambung belajar ke mana.

total duit dah perabis . weh , lebih seribu bila kira. tapi tak pegi punnn =.=

apapun, i wish I could jejak kaki walau seinci ke bumi UIA. entah kenapa, rasa teringin.

hope so jugak, korang-korang yang tengah heppi bergumbira dekat matrik gopeng tuh berjaya create history bagi dapat anugerah dekan semuanya.(jelez tahu korang buat reunion kat sana).

kawan-kawan lain jugaaa, may be blessed and struggle k utk kecemerlangan duniawi n ukhraawi.

dan semestinya budak UIA tak menjadi ni doakan sahabat-sahabat dekat UIA tu dapat buat yang terbaik. chaiyook !

000

cuakkkkk.

do pray for me. semoga Allah sentiasa tunjukkan jalan yang lurus, berada dalam kalangan mereka yang sentiasa di bawah rahmatNya.